His Name is Shar.
His Blog.
His Thoughts.
Anger. Fear. Sorrow.
Joy. Love. Faith
Laughs. Screams. Cries.
He Listens.
He Observes.
He Writes.
He is not amused.
Well, maybe… it depends.
So…
Amuse him.
Less than 24 hours.
That stage would be filled by all of us.
Fingers crossed. Hoping for the best and only the best (:
Loves,
Shar
This is my Hundred and Thirteen post,
and it’s my final one in here (:
I’ve moved to
http://backtoshar.blogspot.com/
Loves,
Shar
The only violin student who actually said “I’ll miss you” is Yi Pin.
The rest? Died.
Where’s the gratitude?
Shar
Time really flies.
Year 3 in a month time.
Intimidating or exciting?
Shar
Woah work. Sleepy.
Shar
I just came back from running after a long time of not running.
Totally lost all my stamina, damn it.
Training hard (:
Shar
Just did the goldinuniverse test, and gosh it’s extremely true i swear.
You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You
seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements,
of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are
taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you
are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes
you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all
looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you
have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but
you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these
ambitions. You want to spread your wings – to broaden your fields of
activities – but you are concerned that your dreams are just that –
‘dreams’ which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not
thinking clearly at this time – what you need is to get away from it
all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore
your confidence.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on
your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it
is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what
they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions
and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail
yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless,
come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without
imposed limitations or restrictions.
You wish to be left in peace… no more conflict and no more
differences of opinion. In fact you just don’t want to be involved in
arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for ‘them’ to get on
with it – and to leave you alone.
This is really scary.
Shar
Lately, I’ve been tryna fight whatever’s pulling us under
it’s got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I’m foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can’t imagine
It’s just to close to the heart and
And I won’t stand it if were broken apart
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don’t you throw in the towel
I’m keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it’s so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I’m gonna stay down and ride for you baby
We’ve been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It’s rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let’s take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don’t you believe in a love that’s worth a fight
In you is everything that I’m missing
So give us a chance
Don’t you dare tell me we gotta let it go…
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don’t wanna hear that
I just can’t hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me
I’ll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me
Nice song(:
Shar
When people don’t do their work, or when people just do not have the sense of urgency.
Can you guys please have the urgency please people!
Anyways.
I saw your post Wei Li, and thanks (:
But like you said, it’s just so weird now.
Things have changed, i think it is quite obvious that it did.
Yeap from “oh my God Britney” to “Hi, where’s my class class later?”
It just isn’t the same anymore, i tried to make it feel the same as last time, ignoring factors and stuff, but it didn’t work out.
It felt very fake at times when i wanna be friendly and stuff to you eversince, i don’t know why, maybe because of that position, i have to be prim and proper and stuff.
I bloody know some would go “but if he is your friend, you would ignore the fact that he is president and still be comfy with him etc.” bullshit. You have to still respect the hierarchy and all, and you just won’t understand unless you’re really in my flip flops.
Personally i quit because you were very close to Valerie, and i was somewhat taken aback like, what happened to like awesome friends man? You know Valerie and me have this mutual tiff going on, cold stares and fake laughters and whatever. So it was hard for me to see like my used to be close buddy in strings getting really close to a person whom I’m not really close to. Somewhat jealous.
I mean you have right to befriend whoever you want, but i guess it comes with a price? Losing me.
But oh well I left the Ensemble, all my awesome friends have left there too. Why should I be the only one staying and be self delusional that everything is alright when it’s not. Right? So i packed my violin and the beloved viola and left. I think it’s for your own good too, now that the ex-president of choir have left, you won’t feel so pressurised (:
Neh Neh Pork, you still can call me if you need anything (:
The price? Losing me.
Shar
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is not amused.
Shar is really not amused.
Shar
I’m a person who trusts a lot in the people that i meet at first, but once that trut is broken, you can actually forget about gaining it back from me. Well because i’m afraid of falling into the same mistake again, which is trusting you.
Once i’m hurt by you, it’s like an ice cold stab into my heart.
It reminds me of how cold hearted you are, to do such stuff to me.
To me love isn’t an easy thing. It isn’t all about honey coated words to me, frankly i get that all the time baby. Love to me is a relationship between only two parties, about having trust and having faith with each other. If Love is so simple by just saying sweet nothings, then it loses the meaning of Love.
I just lost faith in you, and it’s hard to gain it back.
He’s just not that into you, or should i say, I’m just not that into you.
Shar
Apologies to people whom i haven’t talked to, because i’ve been rather busy with school, but i’ll find time to talk and hang out with you all soon (: sorry all 😦
Loves,
Shar
Loves to those who stayed over in school yesterday to work on the props (:
Loves to those who came early on the next day to work on the props, especially Maria Grace from Austria, she’s an amazing maid 😛
So many things, i’ve got to stay focus (:
Koala bear (:
Shar
It’s hilarious at how weak you are.
It’s hilarious to see how lazy you are.
It’s hilarious how you’re such an irritant to me.
Hilarious but, it’s not amusing to me
Shar
I really do (:
Because life is short.
bloody lazy.
Shar
Macbook is absolutely addictive.
Shar
Yes i left strings.
Reason?
Simple.
I don’t feel appreciated.
Loves,
Shar
yay me for a mac book (:
okay fine i shall be nice, THANKS KRYSHELLE BRITELLE FONG for your kind advices HAHAAH
tired,
Shar
I don’t know, i’m thinking.
Should I just let you go?
Listen to my thoughts will you?…
Shar
some picchiaasss(fyi it’s pictures) taken (:
Credits to Timothy and Miranda (:
darn 5th of March is like FATTENING.
I swear it is fattening.
Had omelette at midnight,
i had kfc for lunch
i had hungry jacks for dinner,
i had kfc again for dinner.
Seriously if that’s not fattening, then what is.
Fattened,
Shar
Happy birthday Sean (:
SHOPPED. ROLLED EYES. LAUGHED.
That was today with Kryshelle and Odelia period.
Starbucks.
Shar
I fell in love with this song (:
Gotta watch it, it’s hilarious! (:
GALINDA
(spoken) Elphie – now that we’re friends, I’ve decided to
make you my new project.
ELPHABA
(spoken) You really don’t have to do that
GALINDA
(spoken) I know. That’s what makes me so nice!
(sung) Whenever I see someone
Less fortunate than I
(And let’s face it – who isn’t
Less fortunate than I?)
My tender heart
Tends to start to bleed
And when someone needs a makeover
I simply have to take over
I know I know exactly what they need
And even in your case
Tho’ it’s the toughest case I’ve yet to face
Don’t worry – I’m determined to succeed
Follow my lead
And yes, indeed
You will be:
Popular!
You’re gonna be popular!
I’ll teach you the proper ploys
When you talk to boys
Little ways to flirt and flounce (Ooh!)
I’ll show you what shoes to wear
How to fix your hair
Everything that really counts
To be popular
I’ll help you be popular!
You’ll hang with the right cohorts
You’ll be good at sports
Know the slang you’ve got to know
So let’s start
‘Cause you’ve got an awfully long way to go:
Don’t be offended by my frank analysis
Think of it as personality dialysis
Now that I’ve chosen to be come a pal, a
Sister and adviser
There’s nobody wiser
Not when it comes to popular –
I know about popular
And with an assist from me
To be who you’ll be
Instead of dreary who-you-were:are:
There’s nothing that can stop you
From becoming popu-
Ler: lar:
La la la la
We’re gonna make
You popular
When I see depressing creatures
With unprepossessing features
I remind them on their own behalf
To think of
Celebrated heads of state or
Specially great communicators
Did they have brains or knowledge?
Don’t make me laugh!He,he!
They were popular! Please –
It’s all about popular!
It’s not about aptitude
It’s the way you’re viewed
So it’s very shrewd to be
Very very popular
Like me!
(spoken) Why, Miss Elphaba, look at you. You’re beautiful.
ELPHABA(spoken) I – I have to go:
GALINDA
(spoken) You’re welcome!
(sung) And though you protest
Your disinterest
I know clandestinely
You’re gonna grin and bear it
Your new found popularity
La la la la
You’ll be popular –
Just not quite as popular
As me!
I need my sleep!!
(:
Shar
This post, is really just for the amazing Ngee Ann Ambassadors (:
Thank you for making my life in Ngee Ann an amazing and fun one (: To all the close friends, you know who you are (; thank you, because of you i decided to stay and stay committed in Ambassadors. Thinking through my Life in ambassadors, i truly regretted not taking the initiative to like know all of you and I kinda “disappeared” in my early years of Ambassador-hood. I wouldn’t wanna make any empty promises, but i just wanna say I really wanna be your friend and serve ambassadors with only my best (:
To the FABULOUS people of group 2,
I really really really gonna miss all of you, like i’m already missing all of you right now 😦 Just when i was just about to know the FABULOUS people, i was being shifted to another group. BUT this does not mean that we will not be talking to each other right (DUH hahaa) I hope all of you would still remember me(yours truly HAHA) and welcome the two new ALs and L (: Seriously i’m sure they’ll do well and make group 2 a FABULOUS group! Not forgetting our awesome seniors, thanks for being such an inspiration and guide to us (:
Well group 2, I love you (: (Fabulous count:4)
A ninja at heart 😉
To the lovely group 1 (:
It’s really an awesome opportunity to be in your group (: Like what i always said, I really just wanna be your friend (: (: Being there for all of you is really my main goal, and also doing only my very best (: I really feel WELCOMED by all of you, seriously I am really excited to work with all of you Spartans! AH WOO(right? or is it ARGHH?) I’m pretty sure that all of us will have a joyful year together as one (: (:
Well, we will really really really have a great time, really LOVE you all (:
(Really count: 8 )
To ambassadors Corp Comms:
Thank you for entrusting me with the position as AL, I will only do my best! (: Thanks for all the warm hugs, messages, words of wisdom(wah wah wah wisdom seh) and of course SUPPORT from all of you! I seriously feel accepted and loved by all of you, thanks, really. (: (: I have a lot to like say, like REALLY a lot!! I’ll save it for next time when i see YOU face to face aye? 😉 Oh loves exco! (:
btw, thanks for those who wrote for me the letters into my envelope (: really, thanks! to those who didn’t (sigh) i’m disappointed, HAHAH JUST KIDDING 😛
To me, it’s more of like a new chapter,
Shar
The Last paper, tomorrow, freedom in approximately 12 hours.
I swear i’m gonna flip and scream once papers are done 😀 😀 😀
Today was a tough day i must say… How tough was it? Well, I cried to my mom, that’s how tough it was.
You always thought that phrase is always cheesy. What phrase? It’s the “no worries, mommies here” … Cheesy right? However it came across to me, making perfect sense what it really means, that my mom loves me deeply. She was like consoling me and stuff, and little did i knew, that cheesy phrase would actually make sense in such an unglam tear dropping event that i had.
Well anyways i thought to myself, why be self delusional and tell yourself that everything’s alright, when it’s clearly not? Seriously, that’s just plain lying to yourself. Why not just be truthful and just take it in, and make a decision and make the best out of it, instead of being stupid.
It made me think, really think a lot, that some “motivational” quotes are just plainly delusional.
“Don’t worry be happy” ?
Seriously, that’s just loserish.
I just wanna run back into…
Your warm embrace,
Shar
Damn pisssed with my stupid laptop, it died… AGAIN..
This is like the what 4th time? Like seriously why die now?
FYI, all my freaking notes and my tutorials and pass year papers are all inside, omg i’m so gonna flip and die lah… 😦
Gonna send it for repair like later, which means i have to leave the freaking house…
So most probably i’ll be at jurong east library studying with diana or idah (:
Anyways i still hate my laptop for crashing, and i have a very strong feeling that ACER is going to serve me with bad bad bad service just like last time. They took almost two weeks to fix my laptop, arghh civilisation gone 😦
However thanks to my bro, i could use his laptop when it is at home (which is quite rarely at home)
I just feel like rolling on the floor seriously…
Love fool,
Shar
Somewhere over that rainbow, it’s you who i long for (:
Thanks to Miranda who managed to capture a gorgeous picture of the Rainbow over at her house! I mean seriously,
whay are all the nice things are like happening at the house e.g. the eclipse picture =.=
She’s got nice photographs taken by herself (fyi this woman here, is a diy kinda person) at her blog
it’s over here,
http://dumb-potato.blogspot.com/
Anyways i realized my blog hits are increasing (:
Do comment on my posts, it’s just a click away (:
(: Generally happy,
Shar
In case all of you are wondering, what happened to Kryshelle’s blog,
it’s over here (:
http://kryshellebritellefong.blogspot.com/
(: Enjoy reading, and also please participate in the poll HAHAHA choose the “last option” HAHAH
Nobody nobody but you,
Shar
I know i’m supposed to be studying and like to be on a hiatus or smth, but I fell in love with this malay song.
It’s quite an old song, but it’s damn bubbly and meaningful I feel (:
So i decided to dig deep down my malay side and translate it for all the readers out there, I’m trying
my very best to translate! (:
Cinta-Amy Mastura
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w85hehWNZHU
Jika ditanya tentang cinta
Macam macamlah jawapannya
Ada cinta yang bawa ceria
Ada cinta sanggup merana
If asked about love,
There’s so many answers to it
Some love brings happiness
Some love bring sufferrings
Sanggup berkorban apa saja
Hilang kawan
Hilang keluarga
Lebih baik cinta pada yang esa
Willing to sacrifice almost anything
Losing of Friends
Losing of Families
It’s so much better to love the one you truly love
Hidup ini penuh pancaroba
Kiri kanan masalah saja
Janganlah derita kerna cinta
Kerana cinta bahagia
This life is full of disorders
Everywhere is just ful of problems
Don’t suffer just because of love
Because love is happiness
(Korus)
Kalau benar cinta itu buta
Siapakah jadi mangsanya
Kalau cinta itu cinta setia
Nangis ketawa sama “hahaha”
If love is realy blind
Then who is Love’s victim?
If love is loyal
Whether you cry or laugh it’s still the same “ha ha ha”
Kalau kita boleh beli cinta
Berapa pula harganya
Alangkah indah kita dicinta
Kerna hidup kita lebih bahagia
If we can buy love
How much would it cost?
How beautiful it is if we are loved
Because our life would be much more joyful
Adakah cinta itu membawa derita atau bahagia?
Shar
Will be on a Hiatus till the exams are over (:
Nobody nobody but you (:
Shar
Here i am on the sofa, trying to really understand the book is talking about, but it’s 1.56am 
brain’s dead anyways, might as well take a good night sleep (:
Oh studies,
Shar
I WONDER WHO SEARCHES “MR TAN CHOI HENG”
HMMMM… LOL
Must be that Mr Tan, bored in the office go check my blog, HOR? (:
See lah search somemore,
Shar
I will keep that orange somewhere safe…
Thank you for making me grow (:
Loves,
Bonjelasah
in case you’re wondering what’s my full name (:
Yes it’s awesomely unique, go google it, and it’s all me 😀
Well do not call me by my full name or I’ll slaughter you to death (:
Loves,
Shaleihin(only this once)
Sarcastic is like, my word darling (:
Don’t go on self praising yourself, (:
Don’t all of us know that you’re just a bitch in self-denial (:
Shar, heehe xoxo (ew)
Currently in library “studying” my life away…
Shar
Stress I swear.
Shar
Yes, an “un-glam” title, but i did.
Shar
Yeah we were bored after choir
And she score!!
Look at how much I enjoy myself hanging out with my friends 🙂 this is what I meant by, BOYS/GUYS/MEN, doesn’t mean anything or everything to a GIRL/WOMEN 🙂
and yes! i seriously despise those who 重色轻友! Another words, Got GF/BF= No friend,
No BF/GF =Come and look for friend!I know its normal for us to face such people but I still think that its something very wrong! I’m Not saying out of jealousy! LOL! who knows, I might fall into that category one fine day?yea, ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!
Think before u speak and Prove that You can do it before u even say 🙂
and I bet, some people won’t even know what is 爱情空窗期吧!
AND! what 资格 do u have to even celebrate valentine’s day if you Don’t even know 爱情空窗期吧! It goes to show, you take relationship lightly (:
Diana Lee
http://diananshow.blogspot.com/
Diana truly learnt it from me, to be bloody straight forward (:
Congrats Diana! Loves (:
Shar
J-DISH are just fabulous (:
Spend it with those who loves you (:
Thanks Jimmy for your ears and the nice balloon on msn (:
Thanks Diana, for the D is for Dustbin talk 😛
Thanks Ray, for listening (:
Basically i love all my friends out there (:
Oh love,
Shar
A lonely valentine…
I hope all the very best for you…
Shar
Now it’s official
You’re out of my life
Too many tears I’ve cried
I’m leaving the moments
Behind on the shelf
Believing in you was hard for myself�
All your apologies are outside the door
I can’t waste my time on you anymore
I’ve fallen much deeper than this beforeÂ�
There’s no tears on my pillow
No room for crying
No tears on my pillow
I left them behind
And I’ve found me a better place
Somewhere inside, and I know
I won’t cry these tears anymoreÂ�
Can’t say I’m selfish
I’m trusting my heart
I know what I want
And it tears you apart
Don’t worry about me, thinking of you
My days are filled with too much to do�
The whole world is waiting for
Me to explore
I can’t waste my time on you anymore
I’ve fallen much deeper than this beforeÂ�
There’s no tears on my pillow
No room for crying
No tears on my pillow
I left them behind
And I’ve found me a better place
Somewhere inside, and I know
I won’t cry these tears anymoreÂ�
No regrets, no sadness
You’re not the first man, and you’re not the last man
Somehow you had me trapped in your web
But it won’t be rainin’ when I lay my head down
No�
And I’ve found me a better place
Somewhere inside, and I know
I won’t cry these tears anymore
Tears on my pillow, no more tears on my pillow, no more tears on my pillow…
Won’t cry these tears anymore,
Shar
Ya I did…
It’s over,
Shar
The title says it all.
I woke up freaking late at 8.30+am and Law lecture is at 9am, awesome right? I know. Anyways I’m not planning to go to school for lecture, i rather spend my time studying my oh so favourite subject, environmental health law.(you do know i was just being sarcastic right?) Well I’m just gonna bury myself with books for 3-4 hours, then i would be good.
Mature,
Shar
So many things to do, 2 more weeks to the end of hell 🙂
Meanwhile, books are my best friend right Mr TAN CHOI HENG? LOL
Pidgeon on the loose, Gun please.
Shar
The Seven Deadly Sins
I don’t believe that everyone is perfect, i believe that everyone is sinful.
Don’t you agree?
Don’t you agree?
Lazing around seems so, normal.
It is normal, right? Maybe God should rewrite the bible/Qu’ran/Whatever LOL . No Offence Almighty. Well even if you’re lazing around, you still have to look good lazing around HAHA.
Wrath, an addictive sensation
Wrath indeed it’s addictive. How you wish you could just go up to a person and file their nails off and just burn their shoes away. LOL. Anyways get what i mean, it’s always in our mind to stab someone to death when they disagree. Somehow it does feel good to think so such.
Unstoppable
Yes, one word- unstoppable. Don’t you agree? Everyone is guilty to be lustful. It’s quite impossible to stop lust, agree?
- Oh how envy kills
Envy is murderous. I swear it is, people get envious and jealous, eventually killing and eating each other up. Envy to me is by far the deadliest sin. Jealousy is ugly, but Naima did envy hot 😀
Prideful bitches and sluts
Pride, oh how guilty i am. People say i appear prideful and arrogant I didn’t even realize, but i’ll change 🙂 Well Pride feels good, but too much of it is just ugly i guess.
- Everyone loves the greenies
Greed how all of us would love to wish, how wonderful we would be if only we are filthy rich. The newest bag and the biggest house and the best clothes. Everybody love those greenies with that old man’s picture on it.
Getting Fat anyone?
Gluttony, that’s a sin? How i wish being anorexic is one of the deadly sins. Binging on like late night snacks and eating like mad is totally a sin 😉 *COUGH COUGH*
So at the end of the day, how sinful are you? Would you ask for forgiveness from God? 🙂
too sinful,
Shar
I admit, I am an elitist. I am picky over my friends…
Well i am an elitist. Too bad.
If I don’t like you, i wouldn’t even bother talking to you or even talk about you.
Like what Diana said, don’t assume.
Fashion Faux Pas spotted, it’s a bad very bad one…
Shar
Yes i rolled in bed for half an hour, at 1.30 am, and poof came an idea
“Why not go joggin now?”
And off i went for jogging, feel so much fresher, which is a good and a bad thing. Like i really wanna feel good and fresh, but thing is, it’s at the wrong time. It’s 2.49am now for God’s sake and I’m not asleep and sweaty Sheesh.
Worst, final urban planning paper is like tomorrow. Haven’t really study much yet, and i think waking up at seven is quite impossible now.
Hmm well, just wish me the best then :]
Running towards,
Shar
I am supposed to be studying. But i am not. Congrats shar, you did it again!
Okay new aim; wake up early at 7 and mug my ass off. Like I always do 🙂
Just smile when times are even bad, like now
Oh yeah, i signed up as as an officer in Toa Payoh library, don’t even know where it is, cuz it’s online. So i asked dumb a dumb question to the librarian there.
There were two positions online, Research Exec(so not my cup of tea) and officer(hmm)
Me: Aunty, this officer right… Is it security officer is it?
Aunty: Aiyo ah boy, no lahhh, it’s the officer sit at the counter one with the jacket nice nice one
Me: Ooooohhh HAHAHA!
Stupid I know.
Anyways sleep is here, gotta take my flight to lala land 🙂
Shar
Been wanting to blog about this since the time i saw it 🙂
Loves to Kryshelle who has amazing theories and ideas 😛
Click there!
http://queenseashell.blogspot.com/
“since singapore fines EVERYTHING, they should start fining those girls who dress alike.
“ehh you 2 come over here. why the both of you look so alike? sisters ah. NO? then how come look like from the same factory? ok fine u FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS FOR LOOKING ALIKE.”
=.=
ORIGINALITY GIRLS!”
Kryshelle Britelle Fong Min Jie
Anyways, i so feel that it should apply to all guys too! I got so tired dressing up for school when like i see someone else wearing the same thing as me. Ask J-Dish if you wanna, I’ll scream and go bonkers when i see them!
“FUCK SAME CLOTHES!”
Not once, not twice, but a gazzilimillion times.
Never wear the same thing as another person. Never.
It’s a sin to wear the same thing!
Can’t they wear something else?
Shar
Yeap she's my slut LOL
I’m absolutely bored. I haven’t touch a single shit for tomorrow’s urban planning’s test 😦
Oh shit edward is in sydney now, and i totally forgot about it :////
Shar
Okay. I’m suppose to be in school now, but apparently i’m still at home. And i’m suppose to be in school two hours ago, shit. I should really pack my bags and go now 🙂
Meanwhile these are just some pictures we took after choir, you might wanna see more of it in my facebook 🙂
Well I’ve got a million shit to do, and exams are coming. Going insane soon
Hold my hands,
Shar
Smile with your EYES
GROCE and SHOR
Gonna spend my weekends burried in books.
Bookworms,
Shar
Yes they are getting the boot 🙂
No matter what they say, my parent’s mind are set, that they are getting the boot! 🙂
It’s totally great i swear =)
Loves,
Shar
"smile with you eyes"
Tyra: Two beautiful girls, stand before me… and i will only call out one name.(blinks) The Girl that i do not call has to be sent home immediately.
Girls getting all worked up and nervous…
Tyra flips out both pictures
Girls gasps
Both pictures empty.
Tyra: Both of you(blinks) shall pack your belonging(blinks) and head back home.
Girls shouting and crying.
Let’s just say America’s Next Top Model can’t be the both of you, so please(blinks) pack your belongings and leave my house (blinks)
You ain’t Fierce enough.
Shar
Fierce as hell 😛
I’ll shoot their heads off.
Dear God,
Please teach that two assholes, fyi God, that two is my sister and my brother in law, a really good lesson. Please wake their fucking eyes up and let them see what lovely sacrifices my parents had made for them.
To all sons and daughters out there, please love your parents whole heartedly, because they really had done a lot for all of you.
Well don’t be like that two in my family.
My sister a slut and mybrother in law a fucking bastard.
Is my gun here yet? Thanks God for listening.
Shar
Omg damn tired. Wanna like just sleep now, reached home like half an hour ago? Yeah…
Anyways i didn’t know xia xue’s blog is quite interesting to read 🙂
Gah at least i have something else to do when i am bored =)
Walked you home,
Shar
Like what i said, PICTURES Y’ALL! Hahaha a night at krysh’s place= photos photos and photos!
Love photobooth 🙂 Too bad benedict fell asleep le, stupid pig HAHA
Anyways there are A LOT of pictures but i just chose some of em 🙂
I love this specs, don’t know why krysh hates it.
I don’t know why, this picture reminds me of mona lisa HAHA
HORNAYYY!
Krysh! I love this a lot!
Hot, i love this pic 🙂
So Top Model Lah xD
Lustful stares
Dark glow
“WHAT?”
Hehe happy people 😀
Nice 🙂
It’s 3 am and we’re cam whoring 🙂 Such whores!
I’m such a whore. A cam whore.
Shar
Shocked Period.
1. What would you do if Clare confessed love to you?
I WOULD ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR AND LAUGH OUT LOUD HAHAHAHAH
2. Would you love to read Sarah Nat’s very personal diary?
She’s my whinning partnerm who cares about diary
3. Name something you have in common with Kryshelle?
We name each other’s first child 🙂
4. Oh no, Miranda got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
Password? BRITELLE! HAHAHAHAHAHA
5. Is Benedict your best friend?
Hehe nahh not really but we are good friends 😀
6. What if you found out that Bernice was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Henry Li?
Found that out long ago HAHAHA
7. Have you ever been in Henry Li’s house?
Nahh not really
8. What would you do if you hadn’t met Ray Choon?
Then i would be realy sad that i missed out such a nice friend 🙂
9. Grace is actually Rachel Chiam in disguise, you know.
Knew that long ago too HAHAHHA
Last question is wth. So i deleted it away.
Okay so iwas bored LOL now i wanna sleep 🙂
Nights 🙂
Shar
Staying over at Krysh’s was full of nonsense, laughter and cam whoring xD
Waiting for the pictures to be uploaded from the two of them, then i could like post em up somewhere, the moment of retardedness. Found out that Bernice has the same birthday as me, which is freaking interesting. 12th of April babies are so rocking the world =D
Kind of tired right now, gonna post up pictures once they are with me =)
Thinking..
Shar
Anorexia Nervosa.
Am I?
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/anorexia_signs_symptoms_causes_treatment.htm
For people with anorexia, it really is true that one can never be too thin. Despite being dangerously underweight, anorexics see a fat person when they look in the mirror. What they don’t see is the tremendous physical and emotional damage that self-starvation inflicts, so they continue to diet, fast, purge, and over-exercise.
While people with anorexia often deny having a problem, the truth is that anorexia is a serious and potentially deadly eating disorder. Fortunately, recovery is possible. With proper treatment and support, you or someone you care about can break anorexia’s self-destructive pattern and regain your health and happiness.
Signs and symptoms of anorexia
People with anorexia often hide their condition, so the warning signs are not always easy to spot. Furthermore, anorexics will typically try to explain away their disordered eating behaviors when confronted. But as anorexia progresses, the signs and symptoms become increasingly obvious and difficult to deny.
Eating and food behavior signs and symptoms
- Dieting despite being thin – Follows a severely restricted diet. Eats only certain low-calorie foods. Bans “bad” foods such as carbohydrates and fats.
- Obsession with calories, fat grams, and nutrition – Reads food labels, measures and weighs portions, keeps a food diary, reads diet books.
- Pretending to eat or lying about eating – Hides, plays with, or throws away food to avoid eating. Makes excuses to get out of meals (“I had a huge lunch” or “My stomach isn’t feeling good.”).
- Preoccupation with food – Eats very little, but constantly thinks about food. May cook for others, collect recipes, read food magazines, or make meal plans.
- Strange or secretive food rituals – Often refuses to eat around others or in public places. May eat in rigid, ritualistic ways (e.g. cutting food “just so”, chewing food and spitting it out, using a specific plate).
Appearance and body image signs and symptoms
- Dramatic weight loss – Rapid, drastic weight loss with no medical cause.
- Feeling fat, despite being underweight – May complain about being overweight in general or just “too fat” in certain places such as the stomach, hips, or thighs.
- Fixation on body image – Obsessed with weight, body shape, or clothing size. Frequent weigh-ins and concern over tiny fluctuations in weight.
- Harshly critical of appearance – Spends a lot of time in front of the mirror checking for flaws. There’s always something to criticize. They’re never thin enough.
- Denies being too thin – Refuses to believe that his or her low body weight is a problem, but may try to conceal it (drinking a lot of water before being weighed, wearing baggy or oversized clothes).
It’s quite scary, when i’m reading thru this…
I need my friends to bring me out from this vicious “disease”
Anorexic? Maybe.
Shar
That video is done. and i have to say, it’s AWESOMME! 😀
I saw. I laughed. It still amuses me.
Aye aye shar, getting bitchier by the second,
Shar
I’m gonna finish my UPE(urban planning project) by tomorrow, I SWEAR!
Enough procrastinating shar!
I did the one on facebook, but i saw Odelia’s blog just now. I know it’s two days due, so since i’m bored, might as well do it right? 😀
Rules:
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 17 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 17 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, its because I want to know more about you. =] Have fun!
One) I’m on a weight loss regime=starving myself
two) I am rotting at home.
three) I think i have an eating disorder
four) Is gonna work as a librarian during the holidays
five) He is feeling bored now.
six) Loves to stone
seven) Feels slutty at times
eight) Don’t really like clubbing
nine) Talks to himself when he is depressed
ten) Currently penniless
eleven) Loves ambassadors
twelve) Loves Choir
thirteen) Loves his Violin
fourteen) Loves his Viola
fifteen) Has big dreams
sixteen) Is aiming for university of Queensland to major in marketing
Seventeen) Wants to be filthy rich in the future :DDDD
Tag: Brian, Gladys, Krysh
Believe it or not, the annual eclipse took place like today, from 4.30 to 6.30 pm! As usual I am oblivious about the eclipse (nothing new about that) I’m practically oblivious about everything, well I’m not sure whether you are , but I am.(That’s for sure)
Anyways thanks to Miranda Zhang, she managed to get a picture of the eclipse with her anti-UV window. Quite shocked that such cool stuff like an eclipse can be seen in Singapore itself(with proper equipments, or you’ll get blind which btw i nearly did)
Talked to Sarah Nat today, and found out we both had some similarities especially in the food department. We’re all quite screwed i guess but we’re putting such a beautiful facade to all :] Amazing i know. But still the love that we have for all our friends and each other are never plastic 🙂 That’s what i love.
Got totally like bored today, played my all time favourite online game “Insaniquarium”, been like years since I played that. I still remember how me and my sec sch classmate stayed back everyday to sit in the computer lab to play such stupid but fun online games. Don’t make me start listing, cuz it’ll be quite embarrasing for me.
While you’re feeling from coconut to orange today, i shall be dragon fruit 😉
and so we’ve planned,
Shar
Loves to those who celebrates the Chinese New Year 🙂
Ps: Grow Fatter 🙂
Shar
Shar’s turning into a sloth 😦
Before i start,
I wanna say, CHEER UP Kryshelle :))
I am so tired 😦
Wanna sleep on time, but don’t feel like it! Grr.
Waiting,
Shar
My body is in disorder.
Can’t seem to sleep at the right time 😦
Can’t seem to get the proper three days a meal 😦
Eating very irregularly 😦
Shar has to fix this.
Just as i was about to leave my house to school, something caught my eye on the telly. It was hi-5! I swear just stoned there and watched. Kinda unhappy with hi-5(childish i know) because catherine and tim are no longer inside, they are changed to some other weirdos 😦
How i miss the old hi-5,
“imagine this, imagine you’re singing on a stage…”
Omg the awesomme songs, i swear it is awesome! 😀
Oh shut up, i know you’re secretly in love with hi-5 too!
Well i better be off to school before i’m late!
Shar
What’s funny?
Haha my classmates are 🙂
Finally the clique that I’m in are all joyful and all slacking together as one 😀
So with so much time on our hands, we decided to prank on each other, today was super hilarious!
So Idah, Huigeok and Diana went to toilet, leaving Jace and me behind. Well… with two guys behind, there’s bound to be mischievous action going on. Thus we went out of the lecture hall, took stones(big ones i must say) and placed it deep into their bags. Childish i know, but you are really tired of school and the only way to relieve work stress- is to prank others!
Lol of course we’ve placed things(a lot of things) into each other’s bag before
E.g. sweet wrappers, side mirror(from raziff’s motorbike), blotters and mainly rubbish (leaves etc…)
Gee, i guess when you’re really bored and you do stupid stuff, with your good friends 🙂
Watch out all, I’m gonna bring onions and chili one day 😛
Sneaky,
Shar
So many things are occurring, though it’s not as bad as last time, i can still see it spinning like crazy. Sometimes i wish this semester ends like now, like without the exams and stuff. Then i could be free to hang out with friends and stuff. I know it’s impossible, i know i still have to face all the books and probably bingeing on them too.
I just want to sit down and listen to nature, which i nearly achieve just now when i was bugged by weird feeling and sounds, so i freaked out and went home instead. Loserish i know. Oh well i just need to stay put together just for at least till the exams are over then I’ll be so happy.
I didn’t know my blog has like a fair amount of readers till like yesterday, and that keeps me going, like blogging on and on. Thanks all of you for your time 🙂
Things are flying past at a really fast pace, i swear if i don’t be in the moment, I’ll be outdated in no time.
An umbrella for all of us 🙂
Shar
Love my real estate law lesson, i swear.
Mr Tan was like standing in horror in his “oh so wonderful” pose (hands in the air, spastic face) hilarious!!!
Well Year 2 is coming to an end soon, and all of us are turning into seniors, sounds really old, like senior citizens. Like Year 3, arghh so old…
Found my love for eleanor(my violin) again, well let’s just say i found back my motivation, and it’s not NPS but it’s the people inside-my students 🙂 make me proud will you? 🙂
What happened to you?
Heads into projects again,
Shar
Shar used to be FAT.
Yes FAT.
As in really chubby fat. Evidence?
Taken in Hong Kong in early April 🙂
Shar what happened to you!? Why so freaking chubbily fat!?!?
So chubby wubby 😦
Think my weight then was 79kg?
Fugging fat i know.
Slight weight loss after coming back from Hong Kong,
taken right after marketing presentation.
I think my weight then was 76KG?
This was taken after violin family concert
Look so much slimmer 😉
Think my weight was 70KG?
In december 🙂
Taken during intermission of Singapore Poly Concert, 11th January 🙂
I think my weight was just like 69KG?
So much more slimmer than last time in 2008 😀
But after falling sick i lost like 3 more KGs, so i’m like 66 now 😦
Which is good but i lost it due to stupid fever.
Well 6 more KG to fulfill my New Year’s Resolution!
60KG :D:D
Work it!
Shar
I kind of realized that my blog posts are quite short, as in really really short.
It’s not that i don’t have things to write or something, it’s more like i don’t want to elaborate so much about it. Meaning i don’t really want to blog about it, but it’s just an indication that shit happened on that particular date.
I feel that when I have a blog, i don’t need to feed the readers out there with what they want. What they want to hear or just plainly pleasing them, I mean like by then it wouldn’t be “my” blog. It would be a blog to feed you. Thanks to Henry who told me about this, which is really true.
I don’t care whether my blog is sexciting or hilarious or whatsoever. I don’t need to fill my blog in with whatever that excites you. What do I care, It’s my blog that I’m talking about. Heck the controversial topics that i see on almost every blog that i head to, it gets almost boring after a while.
F.Y.I i don’t like to see blog writers who tries to write a good story but it just turns out to be pretty bad. Unless i specifically told you that you are gifted in writing e.g. Kryshelle 🙂
Everybody is falling sick these few days, coughing, sneezing and feeling feverish. Well I’m one of them. It sucks, though it made me lose 3 KGs which is the ONLY plus point.
Kryshelle is like having chicken pox at the most wrong timing in her life 😦 I hope she gets well soon 🙂
Brushing you away,
Shar
Turn it around and run into the forest, just like Ayla.
Buckle up people, Shar is back with a BANG 🙂
It keeps getting better,
Shar
Move away, because I’m here to make it happen.
Shar.
A shoulder to cry on…
Distraught.
Shar
Yeah, Maybe I’ve changed. Not.
Study hard shar and prove it to them.
Shar
Today is the final day of open house, and I really have Ambassadors closer to my heart 🙂
It was really great and most definitely tiring(really it was). I have no regrets :]
Generally a happy day and of course exhausted now.
Tomorrow would actually be Singapore Polytechnic Strings Ensemble Performance at NAFA Lee Foundations! Gahh I’ve not really practiced yet, so i hope that my sight reading rocks tomorrow 🙂
We’ll take things slowly,
Shar
Zooom. It did zooom.
It just went away.
Shar
I swear i am brain dead now.
Disappointed too.
Shar
I don’t know. It just died. It isn’t as strong. It isn’t there. It just died.
It, is my passion.
Shar
Like this pic 🙂
Yes it is. Because it’s going to be open house on 8, 9 and 10th and concert on 11th. I swear I’m going to go crazy.
P.S: I had a sight reading marathon at SP Strings just now. Nearly died.
Shar
Cheer up both of you 🙂
Please don’t emo momo 😦 must be happy 😀
i have good memory, i know 🙂
Shar
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
OMG U KNOW HOW LONG I TOOK TO FIND THE BRUSHES ON PHOTOSHOP
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
hahahhaha
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
like 10 min
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
wth
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
i so dunno how to work photoshop
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
hahaha
Shar Leivan; sharisnotamused.wordpress.com says:
HAHAHAHHAHAAH
Shar Leivan; sharisnotamused.wordpress.com says:
You’re so blond i swear
I swear it’s lame! Okay i’m gonna post up more msn convos up 😛
Atasly Dumb
Shar
School is starting, i swear i am sexcited but equally lethargic as well.
It’s like omg school!
and
Urgh school…
Kryshelle was like
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
updated my blog
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
finally hahha
So being the excited me, i went off to read… Condoms. I swear it’s about condoms! Hehe it’s about beautifully packaged condoms, it’s hillarious! You ought to read it yourself, i swear! www.queenseashell.blogspot.com
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
but dont u think thats like SOOOO mind bogging?
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
HAHHAHA
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
omg
Shar Leivan; sharisnotamused.wordpress.com says:
I’m a guy
Shar Leivan; sharisnotamused.wordpress.com says:
condom=condom
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHA
Shar Leivan; sharisnotamused.wordpress.com says:
in a box or in a chest it’s stil a condom
Krysh. .wants to smile and be happy for herself says:
omg this is FUNNY
I swear, condoms are still condoms no matter where they are! Heheh truth is kryshelle, you should so be a writter!
Anyways, I wore BROWN the other day BROWN 😀
Oh well, back to school…
Shar
Sheesh, i can’t post it here Anyways I’m addicted to that discovery channel ad 😛
I love the mountains
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world [Les Stroud]
And all its sights and sounds
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
I love the oceans
I love real dirty things [Mike Rowe]
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da [Richard Machowicz]
I love tornadoes [Joshua Wurman]
I love arachnids [Bear Grylls]
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It’s such a brilliant place
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da [Jamie Hyneman and Adam Savage]
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da [Stephen Hawking]
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
Boom-dee-ah-da, boom-dee-ah-da
Well had a great day actually, thanks Brian for the surprise :]
You cheer me up yo! Boo-dee-ah-da!
Sister’s Scarf
Shar
Shar is not amused. Seriously. Well, Maybe. 